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PS: I am not walking out on the cyberworld. Not yet. Maybe not ever. But this place is turning to dust. Give me time.

PPS: I hate Mozilla.

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Oh, what a night.
Late December back in '63.
What a very special time for me,
'Cause I remember what a night.

Oh, what a night.
You know, I didn't even know her name,
But I was never gonna be the same.
What a lady. What a night.

Oh, I. I got a funny feeling when she walked
In the room and I,
As I recall it ended much too soon.

Oh, what a night,
Hypnotizing, mesmerizing me.
She was everything I dreamed she'd be.
Sweet surrender, what a night!

I felt a rush like a rolling bolt of thunder
Spinnin' my head around and taking my body under.
Oh, what a night!

Oh, I. I got a funny feeling when she walked
In the room and I,
As I recall it ended much too soon.

Oh, what a night.
Why'd it take so long to see the light?
Seemed so wrong, but now it seems so right.
What a lady, what a night!

I felt a rush like a rolling bolt of thunder
Spinnin' my head around and taking my body under.
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)
Oh, what a night!
(Do, do, do, do, do. Do, do, do, do, do, do.)

Vrodaz & Sishtaz, I iz ending diz soon.

You watch this space, mi corazon. Watch this space turn to dust.

Hehehe naaaadawahhh

Hehe this is what happens when you've grown too attached to someone. Ah well.

So hours ago three shopaholics - well one in denial (moi) - went to see the Shopaholic movie. J, Y and me. I can't remember which year I read the first book. I can't remember where I bought the book. I remember it's pink. And it is now in the kitty room. And I don't really remember how the story went. This is how I'm gonna be when I watch the next Harry Potter movie.

But I enjoyed the movie. *thumbsups* Caaaaallliiiiiiiiiiiii. Everybody was different than I remember I imagined. Well, of course. Especially Luke. He was handsome in the movie (according to Y and I agreed a little bit hehehe) but he was not the kind of handsome I imagined. Until at the very end of the movie where he gave back the scarf he suddenly looked deadly serious. Barutah okay. Hehehe. Because I imagined a very serious and handsome Luke bah. Will there be a second movie? Shopaholic hits Manhattan? But she was already in New York punnnnn.

Siuktah Race to.................mountain something atu? Hahaha. Witch mountain.

Nah I feel like doing this thing Yati and Anis tagged on FB. Kan memanjang-manjangkan.


FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Zaty
2. Rina
3. Karin
4. Jati (Bawai & Shepol yg ku perasan lah ah)

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 1st Ramadhan
2. 1st Syawal
3. 2nd March
4. 13th April

(What's 18th July, Ket? Your graduation kah tu)

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Usai layout badan (yg P buat)
2. Facebook
3. Replied sister and cousin's emails
4. Bathroom

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Makan
2. Jalan sama kengkawan atau cousins
3. Menari lagu Mr Larpus dan lain-lain
4. Membaca buku sioookkkkk. Happy ku tu eyhh

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Bah mau return tickets jua for me and sapa saja sudi ke Hawaii. Macam siuk bah sana atu. Mun nda pun ke Maldives atau Seychelles kah. Tidak lupa tickets ke tanah suci.
2. Kerita bah.
3. Hard disk emas ah, yang kana bawa lari tadi ah *lol* YOU CRAZY WOMAN :P
4. Bunga? (cian bah aku ah)

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading (tani semua suka membaca bah ehe)
2. Menari
3. Bowling (eh macam jarang tia sudah. Balik nanti tah puas-puas)
4. "gossiping. Nda lah.. just chatting. =)" (same same jua hahaha) --> awu same same. Hehe nadawah. I'm self-centred, nada masa mendangar ceta orang. Hahahaha. Nadawah. Ada jua sikit.

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Hawaii tah tu?
2. Kan ke Upper East Side ku. The big Apple.
3. Paris
4. Venice

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Pepsi Diet (di Brunei nada ni. Cemana tu nanti ahhh??)
2. Root beer Dad's punya (Ai c Anis inda membuat ani kah favorite nya?)
3. Ice Lemon Tea (like cousin like cousin like cousin ah)
4. Milo (awu eh sama ni.)

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. books
2. bantal
3. clothes
4. charger mobile

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS
1. Green
2. Red
3. Yellow
4. Black

I add, FOUR FAVOURITE RESTAURANT AND WHY.

1. Excapade - pasal sushi nya murah compared to di Mesir and nyaman bah
2. Pondok Sari Wangi - nyaman ayam gorengnya bah. Banaarrr
3. Aminah Arif - ambuyat lah tu ah
4. CA Mohd - yg mcm ala-ala murtabak ah. lupaku namanya

( pasal aku lapar masa ani...huhuhu)

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Lately ani arah bilik c Liyana sal nyaman tidurku sana hehehe
2. Di bilik tamu rumah kami jua sal nyaman tidur jua di sana
3. Arah Niny lah hehe
4. .....di mana lagi ah. Jarang hang out bah hahahaha. Merata tempat di SC lah.

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH: ai payah ni soalan ah
1. Family
2. Apis
3. Friends (cian eh friends no 3 ehehe)
4. Kucing-kucingku

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Duit
2. ID
3. Handphones
4. Bantalku si Roadie

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
Antah..nada. Ndaku mentag.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. Ikutkan orang
2. Siuk usulnya ehehe
3. I want people to know hehe
4. No more reasons

Talking about the pot calling the kettle black

Except that I don't think the kettle is black. It's more like the pot accusing the thermos of being black. Didn't I say people who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones?

Anyway, last night I saw a bit of AF diary pasal Rini being over dramatic. Terasa inda bertempat. Okaylah she has the right to feel what she felt but who had any idea she was like that jua kan? Luarannya saja kuat nya tapi dalamannya lembut. People can only see the outside, not the inside. Can't just expect people to read your mind kan. Like that Pilus guy said, she was being hypocritical.

But hey. Just my two cents.

Sometimes I wish the world revolved around me. But it doesn't. So hey, screw me! Live with it ya?

Bella's 'after' car. Now THIS is a babe magnet! Buy me one and I'll love you forever. =P Okay, I'll let you ride with me. Oh, yeah, I haven't replied your emails. Been busy. Eseh. Mesti reply tu. Catch you guys later.

The matter of the heart

How do you know if you're really no longer hung up on your ex? When you stop thinking about them right? Well, I got that covered. But what if suddenly out of the blue just by looking at their pictures, you open that door and you start wandering alone this memory lane filled with dust and cobwebs because you haven't been there since the beginning of the end of that relationship. Well, to tell the truth, I was stuck there for a while all alone even after he'd already left. I wanted to get out, but somehow I felt like the door was just jammed it couldn't open.

But once I was out, never got back in except some time after that when I reluctantly entered with him when he forced me to go in with him and see what we had in there, trying to convince me it would be great to once again be in there. Well I wish I was in the same place as him at that time but you can't force yourself to fall in love right when your heart is some place else. If I could I would. I really would because I believe in second chances, not the Once A Cheater, Always A Cheater theory. Mine is Twice A Cheater, Then That's It.

So I was convinced if that couldn't move me, then nothing would. My heart is glued. But now I saw his pictures with his wife on their honeymoon (and they're only like, 7 of them. Alum lagi semua!) I was jealous? Maybe I was jealous because they're there already and I'm still here in Phase One. Either I'm jealous of this or I'm jealous because he's with someone else. I can't really be too sure. Some people believed that we'd go back together again because we were so meant to be. Maybe he believed that too before. And maybe he thought I believed that too. I did, but I also believed there would never be some supernatural force to take me out of it completely. There was. This guy who's so different from him in every way. So that changed things.

The matter of the heart is so complex, it's beyond logic. I always believed that matters are only complicated because you make them so. If things are complicated, simplify them. What's so difficult about making things simple? But I guess I jumped on things. Things can be simplified except when they're related to the heart. I see that now. I mean what you feel is one thing. That's as simple as that. But it's another thing to believe that you feel something. You thought you felt love, but turned out you only believed you did. So how should we know if a feeling is real or make-believe? Your heart tricks itself and there's no way of knowing it.

Hehehe. This is how I tune some things out. By thinking of other things. Who would have thought this time I would touch the topic of my ex, who by the way - in case you're curious - is on good terms with me. =) I can only think if he accidentally stumbled on this entry, he would feel flattered that I've thought about him.

..which brings me to another matter. If I look back on the people that are/were in my life one time and another, I realise things have changed so much. How is this related with my ex? Well, when I was with him, I knew different people, I was friends with those who aren't my friends anymore. All these people were there up until we broke up. Then they just vanished out of my life. The people on my friend list on Facebook, some of them used to know my secrets and stuff. And now, we don't even talk. Just the occasional birthday greetings. But we have mutual friends. People I just met who happen to be their old friends, or the other way around. If I told you whom I used to know so well once upon a time, you'd be in for a big surprise.

Now there's something some of you didn't know about me.

I guess the reason I don't write so much or suck at writing good stuff is because I don't talk about personal stuff. People wanna know the dirt jua kan. All the juicy stuff hehe. Maybe I should.

So what do you wanna know about me?

ps: this month marks the sixth year and fifth month we're together. okay, this is too much of a piece of info for my liking. that won't happen again ;p

My nose is out of joint!

The wind blew hard all of a sudden. Close to tornado. We all had doubts whether or not we would survive to see the aftermath. And when we did and saw the aftermath, we all wish we hadn't.

Theories. Put to test. Actions just as expected. Theories confirmed. But do people take into account coincidences? Or do some more tests just to make sure?

Stories. There are two sides to every story. The strongest influence, and the weak one. The most likely and the most unlikely. The lie, and the truth.

History is not all that actually happened, it's just stories that win. Stories that aren't acceptable and non-historic lose, and whether or not they're true, are considered lies anyways.

World politics. I'm better off playing Super Mario.